How do you respond when life puts the squeeze on you? Most of us can relate to pushing back, finger-pointing, projecting your feelings onto another person or situation, and/or retreating. I know I have done all of the above over the course of my years. But something happens when you awaken to the true nature of your being. You gain a deeper level of accountability and humility and reverence. This is a side effect of what many term “the ascension process.” I tend to call it the integration/embodying process. Because ascension implies going upward. Weeee! Going up is FUN! You have epiphanies, you feel alive, you feel raw, you remember your inner truth, your intuition feels very, very heightened. All of this is great! But then comes embodying all that mojo. That mojo is your High Self. Your I AM. And the moment you start to bring your I AM into your physical vessel, shit. Gets. Real.
This creates a period of healing and integrating and coming back to the center of your soul. This process will never stop, you will never “be done.” You will pass through many initiations and view all life from an expanded view-point, and this will continue pretty much forever. (so chill out already! Stop feeling so impatient) Where ever you find yourself on the ascension spectrum, I am sure you felt the new moon energy we had on May 6th/7th. On top of that we had solar storm/flares and the retrograde action of five planets. This energy is pushing us to unleash our truth, desires and spark. Personally, it felt a bit like, “take a nap, feel grumpy, moment of enlightenment, followed by the need for anther nap.” This is the side effect of massive downloads of energy coming into the planetary grid and your physical body, and it will feel different for each person. I did notice many people who have been quick to anger. As Wesak approaches (full moon, May 21st) we will be flooded with more and more light. Often this means GREAT INSIGHT and CLARITY! But…light casts shadows, and for those who have not walked through the initiations of learning to love and value your shadows, this can create discomfort, fear, anger and a deep level of impatience. Let the light do its job. Let it show you where you need to be a witness to your own divine wounds. Hold them in love. Hold them in neutrality. Allow their voice and they will INTEGRATE into your wholeness. This is a great time to gather with others or create sacred ceremony or space for yourself. This hones your energy, intention and focus. And it is all about intention folks!
This energy will grow you spiritually, emotionally, psychically, physically. It affects all of your energy fields, and is designed to expand you in all directions through time and space, to wake you up to the Law Of One. In Lak’ech Ala K’in is the Mayan way of saying, “I am another you.” We are interconnected, yet uniquely separated. On this path of ascension you come to understand that all paths are valid. There is no “wrong way.” Each person needs to find the answer for themselves. But as we shine our light, others will be able to see and remember. And here’s a reminder–don’t waste your time and energy by focusing on when others “appear” to be off path. All paths are on path. You do you!
Wisdom keepers can shine a light–but only those who are ready for the initiation will be able to cross into the next. This is a divinely timed process for each person, so do not compare or judge. Just keep honing your truth, and boldly living it!